Forget everything you know and start over.
Don’t worry, you will get it. Whatever it is
you are after, or not after. Let’s do this right.
Let’s start over, again. Scratch the previous
thoughts, ideas, deeds. Forget every
part of the knowing, and fumble like a toddler
on his tenth step in the middle of the stair.
Climbing when you’re not sure of how to walk
requires ignorance of pain, and abundance of curiosity.
Are you curious enough? Are you ignorant of what pain
feels like? Congratulations. You’ve unlocked the secrets
of the Universe of the toddlers. You’ve learned to climb
one step at a time.